Puberty did me basically no favors with my mediocre face and height, and in this woke society I'm also the enemy of the people apparently for being an UGLY cis white male. Pertaining to being dicklet, I realized long ago from my porn viewership that puberty did NOT give me the D size I wanted, it was actually soul crushing to realize I wasn't even comparable to the men who were slinging hogs doing shit that HAPPENS in real life, didn't matter if the woman in the porn vid was small built/skinny, she could take entire thing, and on the rare occasion I'd see a video where the guy I saw had to have the same length d size as me, the comments were berating the guy for being "little" and she should be taking a "real man's cock" it was just brutal to me, I felt so much dissociation from myself that to this day it feels like a fetish now to just reaffirm that my d size is genetic trash and I will die alone because of it, I gave up on my ambitions in life, became a NEET because of this physical aspect of myself out of my control, ill never be lusted over by a woman, and I know im too self aware to ever believe the theoretical satisfaction I could give would actually work with my size, anything I could do a different guy with an 8inch could do that and more and that's the power I wish I had, because one of my cousins is a defining example of how much power a man can have just from his d size alone, he bragged to me puberty gave him a huge d and I believed him once I realized he had his 1st kid at 16 YEARS OLD!!!! Now he and I are the same age at 24 and he has a 4th kid on the way, I could have been that guy, a normal guy.. a father cause I never fucking had one, I hate that I couldn't even be a passport bro either, and even then I wouldn't want to cause I wouldn't want to race mix and also piss men of that culture off too, cause it seems like you could be easily killed for trying to court a foreign woman as an American. Rant over, thank u for reading inkwells.