I guess I just needed somewhere to say this. I don’t know how to tell her it’s over, I don’t want to hurt her feelings and I know she won’t be able to support herself of be emotionally stable without me (which is a burden I’m carrying in silence). We talked about ending it a few months ago and she begged me not to, it broke my heart seeing her like that and I only could agree with her but honestly everyday is just pure depression for me. And it’s just the little things man, it is just not there anymore, I never cry but I did in my car just by the thought of continuing this for the rest of my life. I don’t dare to tell this to anyone but it’s whatever at this point. It’s worrying whenever I have to come back home from work, I just feel how my energy being drained as I step in the house. Idk and ultimately I feel like talking with her again and going thru with it this time might result in something tragic for her and this is just not an assumption but a conclusion from little hints she has thrown here and there. Not looking for advice just wanted to drop this here