We’re still early in this, and I know to not have to deal with her on a daily basis will be so much better for my mental health. Right now, I’m just exhausted. She knows exactly how to press my buttons. I want so badly to be able to ignore her but my cup runneth over at the moment.

The divorce is being initiated by me.

Of course, today is a holiday. Heading to family - her family - for the day. I’m trying to be okay for the kids.

I’m so tired.