5 years ago I was married to who I thought was my forever person 3 years ago I was divorced 2 years ago my sons mother took her life by gambling and lost (not the same person) the whole time I had my son at my side (now 10) I wentfrom having everything a man could ask for and then watched it all disappear poof now I have alimony debts that seem like they'll never go away and a son who has lost 2 people he called mom and for the next few years I won't be able to afford to rebuild our lives bc of alimony so I work to the bone for almost half of my check to sleep on family coutch (son has own bedroom) I've lost everything but my son and living on hard mode but were alive, fed, and sleeping safely it's the best I got for now