I am a male 30, my ex wife to be is 30. We have been together for 12 years married for 4. We have two kids together girl 4 boy 2. I moved out the house last October. It’s the biggest challenge I have faced. I already asked, borderline beg for is to get back together. I also try to stop talking to her, however, I see her when I picked the kids and drop the kids. I still deeply love her. She said she loves me but she can't be with me regarding everything we have been through. She let me kiss her, she even tell me I love you back. But she never start anything, she just reacts to my kisses. I don't know what to do at this point. I am depressed. It's hard to be the only one to work for the relationship to start back again. I also miss my kids, I only see them twice a day. Sorry if I am long. But I amlost, I don't know what to do, how to to do it. I am tired. It's been 7 months. I AM TIRED.