It went much better than I thought.

We discussed how both of us have changed and how we need to get counseling.

She told me we should try a book first. I told her that we can read a book but we need to get professional help. She agreed but I am not sure how much I believe that.

I feel like I have a huge weight off my chest. I have been so stressed I was making myself sick the past few weeks.

I don’t know if she was honest during our conversation or not. She kept telling me that she thinks I just want a divorce. I assured her that if I really just wanted a divorce I would just serve her papers.

She has gone out to go shopping now. I am sure she needs some time to process.

I’m going to give her some space over the next few days to see what happens.