After two years under red pill mindset we are trained to never double text or reply fast after being left on delivered. Basically im used to hiding my emotions not owning up to wanting text a girl and trying to act like it doesn’t bother me when they dont reply.

Now almost a year in a ltr which i havent been in a long term relationship in years only really used girls for sex but now im assuming since this is my first real relationship in years im getting attached heavily.

Important to note its long term at the moment because she is out of the country for 6 months.

Basically my partner is started to show less interest. We used to skype every night and text all throughout the day, we havent skyped in about 3 weeks. I find myself looking for responses every 15-20 min and now leave my ringer on when i sleep so if she does text me i can wake up and talk to her. But now ive been left on delivered for almost 24 hours and ik shes on her phone because u follow her on insta and i saw in my feed she posted. But i caught myself using trp again the other day she replied after 6 hours and I instantly saw it but purposely didnt respond for a couple of hours now i want to double text her and maybe ask whats going on and tell her i miss being like how we used to be but i dont know how.