I am 17, half-Mexican, and have autism, I have slightly slanted eyes, a beard, mustache, and brown-looking hair, everyone in my family says I look more Mexican than white but everyone online who is ignorant and doesn’t know I’m half-Mexican, says I look white when it’s only my race, not my appearance, to make it even worse, I have autism, and mostly people from white cultures are diagnosed with autism.

Sometimes I feel uncomfortable even around other white people, I don’t look white and I’m slightly buff and have been working out for 18 days, which is four weeks and four days, and I’ve eaten more healthier, I grew up Mormon too and noticed that fully white people in Mormon culture look down upon you if you don’t look white or are a biracial white.

I want to start learning Vietnamese because of the music and maybe move to Vietnam one day and try and find someone who is Vietnamese as my partner, I would try and find a Mexican partner but the problem is that I’m not interested in Mexican culture and I feel Vietnamese people are probably a lot more accepting of my appearance than Mexican people are, what do you all think?