after weighing pros and cons of redpill I decided that the negative outweigh the positive.

first all of these guru people are single and bitter.

I've learned to stand up for myself and take no BS (i was a big time pushover) but it also gave me a mentality of self isolation where I became more lonely (like really lonely)

I want to move on in a healthy way with all lessons learned.

Red pill is not for everyone. it is for those who can see bullshit from miles away.