I’m still struggling with this concept. Considering that I’m a janitor and I drive a 800$ car. I don’t make a lot of money at all. I’m somewhat attractive and I’ve gotten compliments by women but without drinking alcohol I’m a shell of myself. I struggle with making eye contact sometimes. I’m still affected by watching videos of Kevin Samuels and the HVM and I haven’t watched any of his vids in over 6 months. I’m not sure what to do. I know the redpill is a cult.