I feel like I screwed my life up royally. The way I interact with people is not the same as I used to. I used to be confident and easily meet people naturally and make friends and have relationships. for what ever reason I came across this stuff and listened to this garbage. Filled my head with stupid theories and now I am a weirdo. Believe me I stopped a long time ago I've tried to forget it and move on but its still there. I want to be who I was. Life is terrible now