I did a dumb thing and said goodbye to a girl I actually like because I was so afraid of commitment and how much emotional investment i invested into her. I read too much about the red pill and everyone was saying I should never emotionally invest more than the other person. So I swallowed that shit and I ditched her, the girl that I actually like and maybe a dream girl for me. Im not here to blame. I’m just angry at myself for doing such thing. But there’s no going back. She’s already gone.

This is my fault. And it’s way easier to leave things behind if i got cheated on. But I did this to myself and now I’m full of regret everyday. How do I overcome this?

I’m so sorry for this rant.