I have absolutely no idea how to navigate the dating world. I've been on tons of dates in the past year and none have worked out. I was wondering what the fuck was going on. Now I'm kinda realizing it's probably because I don't flirt at all. Problem is I have Asperger's and social interaction is difficult enough for me. I have pushed away so many people by saying something offensive without realizing it. How the fuck am I supposed to flirt?

I am fueled by rage at the 100+ rejections I've had in the past year. I can't overcome it. Today I saw a girl on the street that rejected me a little while ago and it completely ruined my mood. I went from being in a pretty good, positive mood, to hating women and wanting all of their rights taken away in less than a minute. I've been doing monk-mode too but it's not helping much. I don't know what to do. Human interaction is so fucking irrational to me, jfc. Nobody gives me a second chance and instead fucking ghosts me or flakes on me. I fucking hate it and I want to watch the world burn. It is so unfair how neurodivergent people like me are treated and it makes me hate humanity. I unironically considered donating hundreds of dollars to a congressman in Texas who wanted to give the death penalty for abortion. I realized this was dumb so I didn't do it, but fuck I am so angry. I hate humanity so fucking much, I want to see the world annihilated.

Yes I am seeing a therapist so don't bring that up. This is more venting than anything.