. I'm nearly forty and am so starved of human affection and intimacy I have lost my goddamn mind. Social isolation actually shrinks grey matter, it damages the brain. Isolation cells is prisons have been shown to actually drive men mad.

The thing that gets me, is that I'm probably not even capable of having a wife and family now. I'm too damaged. But I wasn't always. I made good money, stayed away from drugs. I was tall and kept myself in shape. I went to parties and was actively social. I did all the things I was supposed to do, except hit on women. Because women told me the new system was to wait for women to hit on me.

Whenever I tried to talk about it I ended up being abused, mocked and shamed by women.

I genuinely fear I'm going to end up a rapist or mass murderer. I'm certain that I will eventually kill myself. Then some useless feminist is going to say it's because I couldn't express my feelings.

Here are my feeling: I hate women. I hate this revolting culture the West has produced. I have begun to feel that men who rape and kill women are brave freedom fighters, doing their small part in striking back against our tormentors. Now praise me for opening up and sharing you two faced cunts.