So I sat in the movie theater thinking of the red pill and crying my head off in Wicked.

Spent a lot of tine thinking about how strong women like Cynthia Erivo were making millions while a less healed woman like me was hiding in their Grandmas guest room wondering how I'd "live without him".

The responsibility was mine. The red pill was never my friend.. When I hear Cynthia sing that rift it's like a battle cry for me. I want to salute.

Song lyrics

"And if I'm flying solo at least I'm flying free. To those who ground me...take a message back from me...tell them that I'm defying gravity".