So recently I had this flip switch.

I had amazing time with my friends. I usually felt lonely in my life and have filled the gap with boyfriends. Now that I have amazing friends, I just don't see a point of having a partner.

I have amazing friends to spend time with.

I don't have to pay for anyone's expensive foods because they are picky. I don't have clean after anybody but myself and I don't have to argue with anyone about house chores.

I have just treated myself to sex toys that did far better job than any of guys I have been with. I can do all of it whenever I feel like it without any pressure.

I don't want to ever have kids so it's not like I need anyone for that.

The only perk, a partner could have for me now is if he had a car and he would take me places or pay a portion of rent/bills (fuck 50/50) but even that doesn't feel worth it. I can get these things myself.

Why did I subject myself to all those awful LVM. This is just beyond me. Thank you FDS, this have had major improvement on my life as I had this strong belief that I am not going to have a happy life if I am not going to be in life long relationship.

Rant over