Okay, so, I don’t even want to know what urged me to even reddit this concern of mine in the fp. So, we kinda made plans to make plans. Then comes the time to get back in touch, or follow up, he just simply neglects texting me. He just snapchats me a cheap alcoholic beverage (nearly all drunken by him and g-d knows who), thinking that I’m too desperate to still want to have sex w him. Then he winks arrogantly. It’s like before making plans, he must rush send all these incessantly sweet texts, and then all these songs. He told me he didn’t listen to my song yesterday, which is a part of the “game” I get that some teasing is cute. When he texts me it feels sort of assumptive in the ways he writes me, because he doesn’t know what I do, but feels so compelled to nearly put me down or shut me out by simply doing what he wants by what he says.

I can buy my own alcohol. I don’t know why (even if it is only about sex,) that the guy gets to be the only one to call the shots, and have you sit there to question why he is taking so long w himself, while you’re only so ‘patient.’ He just makes you look so much as if you are waiting.