Hi guys! I’m in the process of leveling up which means identifying problematic behavior in myself and working it out. I would love your input on this: so my friend and I were talking about some guys we know. We have a big circle but she brings up these two boys that 1, I have had the BIGGEST crush on for two years and just ended, and the second one I find cute/attractive (no to little interaction though). She doesn’t know how I feel about either of them because she can gossip sometimes and I choose not to share too much. I know we’re friends so we could have similar taste but I felt bothered by it. She talked about how the male version of her is the first guy but bc of some issues they wouldn’t be great together. Then She said she flirted with the second one too, and I felt a bit down because I haven’t been going out due to covid and she’s gotten to see both of them because they all hang out in groups. I’m honestly not super bothered, but it bugged me and I’m trying to understand why. It’s not like she knew how I felt, neither of the guys were people I had anything serious with, but maybe I feel like I’m missing out on them? I guess I wish guys would be pursuing me/flirting with me and maybe I’m projecting my fantasy of these guys as perfect and missing out on them. Anyways would love your thoughts!