Been in 2 Long Distance relationships

  • one lasted for more than a year, she left me for someone else, never had sex with me, blamed me for all her problems, she was depressed

  • other deceived me and lied to me about her age and about a lot of other stuff then left me after i found out truth

  • Been on Many dates with random girls

  • one ghosted me, another said i was "too nice", another one said i wasn't attractive enough, another one stopped seeing me for no reason, another one stopped talking to me because of mental health problems, another one said she still loved her ex bf

  • have asked girls out who rejected me, one called me a creep, another one made fun of me because i wasn't popular at High School

Conclusion

Lots of money wasted on dates, relationships, with no gain to me in terms of happiness or sexual pleasure, major damage to my confidence, self perception and increase in feeling lonely