To be honest it's hard writing this, but I'm a few shots in so let's go! I've just recently got out of a relationship that lasted 1 year and 8 months. At first when we broke up I felt happy, then a couple of weeks past then I started feeling sad that I was happy. She knew everything about me, she met my parents, knew about my fucked up life ( wont go into detail) and still wanted me. With my red pill knowledge her knowing how fucked up I was, it was a good sign that she loved me for me and not about anything else which was a good indicator that she wasnt like everybody else. Fast forward to now, and im thousands of dollars in debt and she wont give me a penny of stuff she sold that I paid for half of. Just remember my brothers no matter how much they say they love you, it's always in the heinsight that she will get something out of you and leave you a husk left to rebuild what is lost alone.

Edit: Just called her and after getting in an argument she sent me 150 bucks because she owed me for the apartment key deposit. So a small win in my books I threatened to take her to small claims court, and that seemed to rattle her, she knew she fucked up and there WAS evidence of her fucking me over. I'm currently gonna be scanning all my e statements for that past year and report back. I've been on my phone lurking on MGTOW for the past couple of years, but today I honestly feel aligned and well balanced with the MGTOW philosophy, I've cleaned up my car, my moms house, and my dads house. I'm tired of clutter in my life, and I'm finally able to see clutter in plain site.

Edit 2: she drove over to my place looking to talk and getting in a yelling match outside my moms house, it was a good time I'm literally shaking and dont know what to do my anxiety is in full gear and it's just so much to deal with in one day..