Hello everyone ,sorry if it's the wrong sub , but i don't think the other subs would be more comprehensive:

Simply because due to my mother education (and my weak pathetic father who cannot stand her) i'm in a complete shitty situation ; NEET at nearly 23 , 0 friends ,0passions, trauma due to bullying at school... i wanna feel some pride and happiness in myself again in my very very young age.

I'm so angry . My whole life was a lie. I discovered the truth lately , but because my mother's arrogance was hurt because she never went to a super top school , i was designed to be her weapon. Go do some sport you don't like so you have a good cv. Don't care if you are shy , you are subscribed to competitions. Don't give a fuck about friends , they're meaningless compared to studies, etc

My father is kind of the beta you describe (although we're an upper middle class family) , that's why i chose to post here. During these 23 years , he NEVER , NEVER , got the last word against my mother, though she insults him casually with like , you have a mental disease. And contrary to the people here , , like my mother , he has 0 activities . Really. No more work? Alright , let's spend some time to SPY/CONTROL (!) my children. A sad individual i do not want to aspire.

I will gladly accept any help from you , especially when i see older people here having successful finances. I don't know where to start .

PS: Something useful i can say to anyone who is reading this , you're not forced to believe psychologists despite what ppl say. At 8 , i was a violent child, almost expelled, forced to meet one; that bastard NEVER ask herself if my attitude was linked to my parents behavior; she literally made me feel guilty about myself; same for the others i met. I think the only thing that matter is being honest to yourself