I recently moved out to the mountains to pursue a new career - the Town I am staying in is very small with roughly 700 people in the area.

Nearly everyone here drinks constantly and is young. Since I've arrived, I've been with two girls, one aged 18 and the other 21.

The other night, I had the 21 year old disclose she had been with 30+ guys. The 18 year old is most likely not any different. Pretty crazy stuff.

As a result of these sexual encounters, my workouts have suffered due to lack of sleep and excessive alcohol consumption. I'm pretty sure I've also spent a nice 500$ on booze, party favors, and clothes as a prerequisite to this enjoying this degenerate culture.

All the red flags are there boys - they both drink a lot, have daddy issues, tattoos, approached me first, and have mostly guy friends.

Am I naive in pursuing a family? I want to have 6 kids and a beautiful wife. But what's the point anymore? We already know what happens to families and marriages...

What is there left to do?

I was a virgin until 19 and I made some serious gainz and bought nice clothes. I am now nearly 25 and have been around... I've since realized it's all so meaningless.

It's really frustrating dealing with all these whores. Where are all the fathers? Why did you raise these girls so?

The red pill was the best and worst thing to ever happen to me.

Regardless, I would truly appreciate your input here. I am a young man with options yet I am strongly considering leaving it all to live alone.

The issue is that I cannot betray my genetic lineage - I am compelled to procreate despite the circumstances.

Send help and have a nice day.

TLDR: Fucked some hoes and am now questioning the viability of raising a family in this post modern melting pot.