Welcome.

The first steps now are to do a bit of homework. It isn't boring, and it will change your life.

Read:

-"The Manipulated Man" by Esther Vilar

-"The Anatomy of Female Power" by Chingweizu

-"The Rational Male" by Rollo Tomassi

The first two are available as pdf's online. These books will give you knowledge that is completely suppressed not only by the media, academia, and the "system", but also to a degree, by biology itself. This knowledge is lifesaving.