It's late, I've had alcohol, and I'm on mobile.

Man, where to even start... I suppose I'll start with this. Im not red pilled. Kinda a simp I suppose. I don't really like the way people on this thread talk about women, though I understand the reasoning behind it. I just haven't had the same level of anecdotal evidence and haven't looked for statistical evidence. What I love about this thread is the success stories of the men who managed to make it in their own. That's the part of mgtow that really draws me.

Im in a shitty LTR with a woman who threatens suicide if I even think about leaving. Funnily enough, she is the main breadwinner. She doesn't cheat or monkey branch, and I could detail how I know this, but suffice to say she and I are NEVER apart if we aren't at work. It's suffocating.

What im looking for here is advice. How do I escape, and how do I set myself up elsewhere to become the best me I can? I want to start a journey of looking only to myself for success, happiness, and fulfillment. Im sick of having a woman be the determinate of it, and I don't ever want to be under a womans (or anyone) foot like I am now.

Who knows, this could be the first step into a full redpill