I feel weird sometimes around people who seem to put all life’s importance on relationships.

I’ve been grinding ever since I’m 15 years old building businesses, studying, working. I barely ever socialize and only talk to people who are business people themselves.

I tried fucking around, drinking, going out, making out with chicks when I was 21 (more or less can’t remember) for the whole year. Hell, I even had sex for the first time at 21 if I remember correctly. And it left me feeling shitty (hangovers, homework not done, business not attended to) and looking at my bank account I had spent $9’000 on worthless shit that year and fucking stalled in life.

Do you feel weird for being mgtow sometimes ? I fucking hate doing things for no reason and losing time, I have this burning feeling inside that tells me I should be out there grinding instead of trying to do what people think is what’s the most important thing: flirting around and loving.

What’s your experience with this ?