Feel like killing myself

good_man_gone · 2016-12-14T00:04:25+00:00

Dude. Bro. Man. Whatever. You're not alone by experiencing this.

There is no heartbreak because most women dont know what a heart is to begin with. Your feelings of heartbreak are your own.

Embrace the fact that nobody will ever give a fuck about you and move on with your life.

Killing yourself? Pff you'll die of natural causes soon enought anyway. Might as well enjoy the ride and take it one day at a time. Why the hurry?

Dudes playing basketball in wheelchairs are winning gold medals at the paralympics so stop fucking around and feeling sorry for yourself.

Coluphid · 2016-12-13T23:56:56+00:00

You feel this way because you don't understand how the world came to be this way.

But once you know the rules of the game, to you can play it to your advantage.

Just like women. Learn how they work and you'll be free from entrapment.

Learn why the world is as it is, and you will know who is responsible for all of this. And you'll be free and able to spend your life if not in the way you hoped, than in a meaningful way to fight back and help other men.

mgtowguynow · 2016-12-14T00:17:49+00:00

As it says in the top left corner, go your own way. You owe this world nothing. Don't allow these parasites to rob you of your energy, hard as that may be at times. Hang in there brother, we're all gonna make it.

victor_knight · 2016-12-14T02:13:25+00:00

It's not that complicated. Your DNA wants to get passed on and is making you feel like shit because you can't/won't. As long as the state and medical establishment keep things risky for men to procreate, more and more men will feel like this, going their own way or not.

Stridaar · 2016-12-14T00:23:55+00:00

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slappydapussy · 2016-12-14T05:16:34+00:00

I was thinking about it last night and it really hit me how women just don't love men. Duh, but keep reading. It is possible for them to love but they all(99.99999% under maybe 50) chose to not do so. It hit me along side the head how much they are missing out. They will never cherish and nourish a man as that man nourishes and cherishes them. They only care for obtaining things and statuses. When they grieve a relationship they grieve the loss of things they had obtained. They don't grieve losing the connection that loving another brought because they never did love. How sad.

It can get depressing listening to how corrupt the world is. I've been struggling with resisting dropping to their level. It's hard sometimes. Today I decided for the 100th and final time to never attempt to find a friend. Women are off limits for me as that's too dangerous. All the men I meet are blue. They have all given into the system and compete with the next guy to see which can treat each other like the bigger dick. They feel they have to compete in this ruthless game to be seen as the top dog and they do this by tearing down everyone around them. I see that as a sad existence and I want no part of it.

The Old Testament says the truth can be a hard pill to swallow and can bring great sorrow the more you learn. I find this very true. The system is very evil and wants to destroy you. Don't give them that satisfaction.

In situations like these when life gets the better of me I have to stop and take time to tend to myself. It's called distress tolerance and there are many things you can do to ease the discomfort. Personally I find pleasurable activities, no not sex, that I can immerse myself in to remind myself of the hidden gems in life. Google this tactic and you'll find a lot to try out. Do it until you are able to process clearly what is causing you the distress. That's what I do.

Stridaar · 2016-12-14T10:32:17+00:00

I leave suicide as an option on the table if the expected value of the future is negative. What I mean by expected value is the same way you'd evaluate probabilistic events and payoffs.

For instance, lets suppose you're getting divorced. In the event there is alimony (suppose 60% probability), the value that you place on your life (happiness + income + etc. whatever you value) from now until some arbitrary date (lets suppose 5 years from now) is -500 (I'm making this number up). However, in the event there isn't, let's say that your net value is +100 (again, toy example).

Therefore your expected value of your life over the next 5 years is:

.6 (-500) + .4 (100) = -260.

So if you don't want to have a -260 value life for the next 5 years, then you should kill yourself because suicide sets the future value of your life to 0. With death, you neither gain nor lose because you're not working for anyone or yourself. You neither gain nor lose value because you're physically unable to evaluate or appreciate the experiences around you once you're dead. You're doing nothing but rotting in the ground.

I know a lot of people in this thread are saying to avoid the thought of suicide by pursuing happier and alternative experiences. I dislike this because everyone comes face to face with their own mortality at some point and suicide is always an option for ending perpetual misery.

Who's going to shame you when you lock yourself in your own room and putting a bullet in your head? And are you really going to care? Nah, your brain and body stopped working: you're not going to be able to care.

Society gives a shit if you're alive or dead because you're a man. You're disposable and they'll want you to kill yourself if you're not useful to them. So rather than seeing suicide as a horrible alternative and as putting yourself into a trashbin, see it as hope and a free ticket to escape.

Because when the only alternative is death, the world is your oyster. Enjoy your freedom and do whatever the fuck you want. Or kill yourself, nobody cares.

Darth_Bicycle · 2016-12-14T10:35:39+00:00

Look. This type of centralized power and out of control feminism is only possible during the good times. In a lot of ways our current system runs on abundant, cheap energy. The reason you didn't have huge, global governments any time in human history before, is because there really wasn't the infrastructure there. Rome was large, but it wasn't really global. Britain was the first empire that tried to go global, because it had that infrastructure and energy for a while.

Guess what? There won't be the infrastructure there in the future. We probably hit peak oil production some time around 2005. That's why we have a sluggish economy and all of these political upheavals all around the world. That ”New World Order” thing? It's dead on arrival. The US had the biggest and the largest empire the world has ever seen, and there will never be one like that ever again. World is about to get a to bigger again. People and goods won't be able to move around the world like they used to for a brief period in time during the 20th century. It's coming to an end.

This means that there won't be the state funds available to fund lost causes like feminism. The money to do these things wont be there. The future is going to get a lot simpler in a hurry. So despair not, the world is changing in front of your very eyes.

And the about that New World Order: They should really call it ”The Old World Order”, or even better ”The Same World Order”. There is absolutely nothing new about it. Bunch of old rich guys fucking over the rest of us? - That's what they always do. There is nothing special about it.

Also because of all this, I'm guessing womens behavior will change as well. The sex and the city life style is on it's last legs. The ammount of debt the young western woman carries to support her worthless degree and her unsustainable lfiestyle is...well, unsustainable. She won't be able to access the credit markets to keep it all going.

squidracer · 2016-12-14T00:12:13+00:00

Have you tried scotch?? It's great for taking the edge off

rectrey · 2016-12-14T01:12:00+00:00

This is war my friend. Make no mistake, it is a war on men BY men. Think about it: the less competition a man has from other men, the more power he has.

War has been declared on you and all of us by other men. Modern female behavior is just one tool promoted by these men to eliminate you.

Stridaar · 2016-12-14T00:50:35+00:00

Knew a guy who killed himself over a girl in HS. It accomplished absolutely nothing except destroy his parents. Think carefully about how your actions affect others.

gods_bones · 2016-12-14T01:50:12+00:00

Hmm i disagree. I believe most things exists in a bell curve and afaic feminism is on its way down and MGTOW is in its way up. People are sick of feminism and how ridiculously corrupt its become looking for a purpose in a post-feminist world.

Stridaar · 2016-12-14T06:01:45+00:00

get away from current civilization, maybe move to some asian native tribe

sgt_squirrel · 2016-12-14T07:19:33+00:00

George Clooney is getting divorce raped. We're all fucked.

razikain · 2016-12-14T12:02:31+00:00

I just want to know if other men are experiencing this heartbreak with the opposite sex on a macro global level, rather then a micro personal level with a women they know. ?

Yeah, you're not alone, man. If you ask people around me about me, most of them will say I'm one of the nicest people they know. I don't mistreat or be rude to anyone around me, women included, unless they give me a very good reason to do it. That said, you won't be seeing me going out of my way to be extra kind or "chivalrous" to women though. I still try to avoid interacting with them as much as I can.

yellow_black · 2016-12-14T16:23:58+00:00

Imagine how much more worse it would be to be them, to be a pathetic bluepiller serving the vaginocracy, or worse, a neurotic woman with a 100 delusions of grandeur and entitlement, a veritable mental patient who would be under treatment were it not for the fact that she was born female, being lied to by everyone that "All women are beautiful" and that everything that goes wrong is never her fault. Imagine being without self-awareness, self-responsibility, no role in society other than to procreate.

We are lucky to have been born men. To be of the ilk that have built bridges, raised tall buildings, and carry forward civilization's progress in every which way.

More importantly, we are lucky to have real self-awareness, actual self-responsibility, and a real chance at understanding reality. This is why all the great philosophers were men. You're not just depressed. You're philosophizing. Your depression is completely justified because a great lie has been uncovered. And this is why you're valuable.

You have a budget of $100 million to build a bridge. No fucking idiot would hire a team of women to do it. These bitches who NEVER accept responsibility for anything....no one would trust them with any real responsibility, not even other women. I'd trust you. The more self-doubt a man has, the more I trust him to be truthful and interested in the truth.

You're privileged to be of the truthful gender. Happiness and pride are nature's gifts to you. Walk as if you own the earth, my friend.

AngelinoHeights · 2016-12-14T16:37:17+00:00

I'm optimistic. There's something rising in the heart of Europe and America and it won't be stopped.

PlasmaBurst · 2016-12-14T16:41:02+00:00

Get more sleep, take some vitamins, the world isn't going to go away anytime soon. Most if not everyone in here understands how you feel. I've recently gone full stop to work on my goals and shit.

2016-12-14T17:20:04+00:00

I suggest you look into the four noble truths. This can be a blessing in disguise, many get fooled by a superficially satisfactory life (just enough to not make you look outside of it) and run with it till they die.

geocitiesuser · 2016-12-14T18:05:07+00:00

raises hand.

I hate feminism and SJWs maybe more than anything. I am sick and fucking tired of being societie's boogey-man through no fault or wrong doing of my own.

phetradrap · 2016-12-14T19:33:58+00:00

I just want to know if other men are experiencing this heartbreak with the opposite sex on a macro global level, rather then a micro personal level with a women they know. ?

Not really. Whether I'm a slave to more powerful men or I'm a slave to feminists doesn't change anything in my life.

My grandfather had to work Monday to Saturday pretty much all day for peanuts and he probably had a dead bedroom with a woman that had to put up with him for survival. So what was so good before feminism anyway?

Life sucks but it's always sucked, and it sucks even more for other animals. Most people are slaves under the illusion of being free just because they have a couple of hours in the evening to watch TV and have a beer. But that's always been the case even before feminism, so I really don't care about it.

igor_bloodscene · 2016-12-14T11:44:42+00:00

employ The Zen of ZFG and move on.

Title	Feel like killing myself
Author	Stridaar
Upvotes	22
Comments	49
Date	December 13, 2016 11:50 PM UTC (9 years ago)
Subreddit	Posted in /r/MGTOW
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