Hi all,

I'm a 33 year old business professional in a government agency, am financially independent, have a great circle of friends, since my divorce I have gone from 20% to 9% body fat, have enjoyed a lot more attention from woman and have really enjoyed my own time / nature etc. I've since met a woman (31). We've been together 1 year and child rearing is increasingly on her mind. She wants us to start trying in 18 months (marriage will be a pre-req) before then. I do love this woman however I'm a little torn, as part of me really wants to MGTOW for like a year or so, just get out, enjoy solitude. What would you do?

P. S. I've finally become emotionally available with this woman, a few ladies learnt the hard way I wasn't and I have had a bad case of grass is always greener.