Sup guys, I have a story I’d like to share with y’all.

My first gf was a manipulative bitch that used sex to get what she wanted. I lost my virginity to her and I was hooked. Pussy whipped. She took advantage of this and I found myself stressing about giving her what she wanted to get what I wanted.

I ghosted her when I had enough (she had also cheated so it was justified imo) and she got together with her then best friend at the time. They were together until 2017. She texted me late at night, out of the blue. We started talking and she started to tell me how her relationship was falling apart because of lack of intimacy, some r/DeadBedrooms situation.

2 hours in and she truly opens up, told me that she was sexually frustrated and had “unleashed her inner freak” but her bf wouldn’t fuck her brains out, he wouldn’t take charge if ya know what I mean. So she asked him for a break so she can fuck me and not cheat since she was technically single.

We planned to hang out and do the deed on the weekend. I never followed up on it. I just couldn’t do it. Why? I felt bad for her bf. I remember how she did the same thing to me when we were together. How she had asked for a break and was messing around with other dudes while having me in her back pocket.

I remember how bad it messed with my mental and emotional state, for quite some time. I didn’t want to be the reason this guy was going have a mental breakdown like I did. I’m sure some other guy took my place because I’d see her post stories on Snapchat of her at bars, literally every weekend. All I could think of when seeing this was “unleashed my inner freak”.

If it wasn’t for all these red pills on this sub along with the stories of other men, I would’ve been clueless about what is really going on. The reality of AWALT. Thanks, MGTOW. I’m honestly so glad this community exists, and is growing! Ahhhhh, you smell that brother? It’s FREEDOM! Woohoo!