There is no incentive to work. I'll never have a respectable family of wife and kids. I can't find any other reason to live except the avoidance of pain. There are no easy paths. I could become a monk, but I wouldn't gain anything from it. There is nothing more to be learned about the world but that everything is ultimately empty. At some point I will become old and frail, and unless I prepare for an assisted suicide, I will still suffer as I succumb to ill health.