So, I was seeing a female therapist starting in late 2016

Once Covid hit, she ended things. I emailed her back, and we were meeting virtually every few weeks. Fast forward to late December. I have a meeting scheduled with her, and I get an email saying she has to cancel due to a family emergency

Upset, I wrote a nasty review of her and the place. She catches wind of it the next day, and immediately cuts all contact. Can’t email, phone, or schedule with any other therapists there (she’s the owner)

I have never been in a relationship before, and while this is not a “relationship“ per se, it was my only source of human interaction outside of family

Needless to say, it has wrecked me. I keep thinking back to our sessions, how I could speak openly and honestly about anything, and now that’s gone. We had worked together for 4 1/2 years, and it was all meaningless in the end

I’m still constantly thinking about our time together, and still trying to send multiple emails a day, but they’re ignored, or she has me blocked

I thought I was GMOW, turns out I wasn’t