I've recently come to a crossroads in my mind, alot of people go through this I'm sure. I'm 23 and and I went to college for quite some time to become a nurse then eventually becoming a doctor by getting after getting my bachelor's of sciene.

I need help though because I'm being an idiot it's not what I want to do and I know that very immature thinking I've never actually thought like this before until now I always did what I had to do because it yields results and it's what I'm supposed to do so I never questioned my own motives.

I've been in a slump and thinking about my next move for a long time whilst working towards my medical degree.

I love entertainment and entertaining people so I thought about twitch and YouTube for a long time I want to try it but could never bring myself to do it because I know that the outcome is slim theres alot of risk and I wont be able to make a serious living on it unless I'm really really good( and let's face it that's not everyone so what makes me special right).

Going to school is my safest bet but I need to save up money first but I'm seriously conflicted because I really want to pursue entertainment, it just feels right even though logically it's super stupid, any advice? I know this is mgtow but I want to see what you guys think.