This year has been the hardest year I’ve ever had in my whole life. I lost so much money, I lost so much time. I’m bout to have a child by a woman I’m no longer dating. My pay check is being garnished. I’ve been in multiple car accidents. My back has extreme nerve pain. I lost my place and had to move back in with my mother. I lost 90% of my savings. And because I’m a man it seems like no one gives a shit about me or how I feel! Don’t get me wrong I’m not trying to bitch and complain . But I wonder, is God testing me or is this just many fucked up circumstance all at once?