I'm the stupidity in all its glory! To learn a lesson it took me 4 major relationships, married 2, physical, emotional abuse, got arrested and locked in multiple times, false accusations cause the bitches couldn't always get what the want, so was pure revenge....!!! Of course guess who the cops and courts believe......!!! Spend 100s of thousands in the elegal legal system, lost everything, lost my son, job several times, lost my home, car, friends, habits, freedom (literally) etc Now im a 46yo loser, broke with nothing behind him that went back in to staying with his parents!! All this cause of my addiction to pussy! But......... Finally i know..... Pussy ain't no good! I prefer jerking off for the rest of my life and i Will do it. So... I think accidentally i went straight to level 4 of MGTOW ha ha ha Hope all of you guys don't do with females 1% of the stupid me did!!

My vocabulary is not perfect so i copied paste the below post of a fellow dude who had similar emotional experience as me, guys please understand its not just all you lose, as i did its more than that... Your heart your soul... You loved, i did, but what? So read on and protect yourself...................

I don't know why I am writing this here. I suppose there are many places I could. I will try to be concise. I am 29 years old. Male. I have recently experienced some events I would define as traumatic.

I am currently, for lack of better words, completely broken, spiritually, mentally, psychologically, emotionally. Soon perhaps I can add physically to this list. 

 I sleep perhaps 2 hours a night on average. I don't eat much and when I do I go to convenience stores and eat from the fridge section. Junk food. 

I can't function properly in any way. I am surprised my job has not been compromised yet but I think that could happen soon. I have been late to work several times and even missed a few days.  I am starting to shut myself in. Not going out much or contacting friends, what few I have left. 

I have deep anxiety/panic attacks and when they come I can not control them. I break down remembering everything that has happened and my inability to prevent it. 

I am self-medicating with alcohol and have been drinking heavily for one month now. It numbs the emotional torment temporarily and gives me some false sense of self-esteem and confidence. Temporarily.