Relapsed into blue pill ways and started simping for a girl. I thought this one would be different. Nope, they're all the same. I went so far as to let her borrow 20 bucks. Now she's been avoiding me, I found out she was just trying to use me. It's my fault too for believing her stupid-ass sob stories. They are good actresses.

Fuck it, I'm done. I give up on dating. I won't help women out ever again. They can rot and get abused since that's the type of shit they like. I'll just stick to prostitutes or if I'm lucky I'll gain complete control over my sexual impulses. I'm tired of the drama and mind games.