I naturally went mgtow, then found what it's called in 2017, skipped red pill rage and just went straight happy at 21 and now I'm 28. I cant see any problem in the future for me and I have tried to be lonely but I can't get lonely. Mate is just sweet solitude.

I feel no rush in life or problem answering my own questions. I couldnt relapse if I wanted too either, I've thought of this as I increasingly become different to the others.

I can't undo what I naturally gravitated to or chose, even if the world undid itself to serve men instead of women and women were a benefit. Their are libraries I haven't read yet, monuments I haven't seen. I have like 5 pictures of me in last 8 years and most are work related. Maybe I'm not the final form but the lucky form.

Is there are final form??? One where you don't need anything, are still motivated to earn and are always happy?. Everyone at work wants what I have/am. They cling to the lie and hope their way to misery and pain, and they never miss the walk around to come see me -they KNOW I have figured something special out. They agree and enjoy it but don't want to agree. I never mention mgtow.

Stardusk shows perhaps a different personality but he has a constant struggle with pain and health, but otherwise I think we would be the same.