I know this is probably nothing new to a lot of you, but I am feeling frustrated that I have exactly zero people in real life that I can talk to on a real level. I am surrounded by way too many women and the few men that I know are mostly blue as fucking smurfs. Here and there I think I've met someone that might know what's going on but that never turns out to be the case. Even the guys that seem like they got RP knowlege just turn out to be pussy chasers that I can't trust.

Anybody here ever read 1984? I feel like that guy, Winston. This sub reddit is my little corner of the room that big brother can't see.