...and I feel like everyone around me is surprised I don't go nuts about it. Like having a mid-life crisis, right now, or something. Which I think is a feminine projection of The Wall onto males, anyway.

Since I left my blue-pilled self behind, I feel born anew. Like my life has just begun, and there's so much stuff to do and experience. Why would I feel bad about that?

I guess when you are still blue-pilled, you'd be afraid, because gynocentric society tells you you must be (fit your scripted role and provide, peasant!). Maybe I'd feel like that, too, without the awareness I have now. Heck, most of my male friends felt like shit when they turned 30, and if I recall correctly, I was afraid of that moment too, a couple of years ago.

Now that I'm awakened, I couldn't care less. I know men have no Wall. Only the power of self-realization.

Having a drink now, in honor of y'all awesome sons of bitches. Keep it up.