hey.

all my life i been lone wolf no need for friends no need for women get on my own

learned to fight , building my body .

i am 18 i went to army 3 months ago to infantry we started learning i loved learning shooting and cleaning and fixing my private weapon (M4A1) but i never enjoyed being with other ppl and comanders i felt like i gotta be alone , and army is all about teamwork . right after i finished bootcamp and became a Soldier and training the M4A1 training . my head fliped idk what was it but i was all about leaving i couldnt think 3 years with team iam always alone how now i will be in team.

so i got out . (its been 3 weeks) and i am back at my room burning time . feeling bad i got out ( cant join again)

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idk what to do with life. i just cant be with other ppl.