Theres a percentage of us here who I believe need to be discussed, they believe in the MGTOW doctrine, who believe in a lot of the things MGTOW talks about, focusing on yourself, on your career, avoiding relationships, avoiding marriage. But, that all goes out the window the second a girl pays any attention to you. A lot of the people here have had success with women, and its the reason they are MGTOW, while others, like myself, have had little to no experience with any girl even wanting to give them the time. Of course its easy to say, "fuck them, im doing what I want" when they are being mean and cold to you, well duh, of course it is. But once they start being flirty, they start to have an interest in you, one that you normally don't get due to the unbalanced sexual market with lower ranked dudes, all that goes out the window, and I fold fucking immediately, turning into a blue pilled pussy beggar. I feel like theres a percentage of dudes here who are like this.

Now, if you live in a country where prostitution is legal, you can curve this, but sadly, theres a very good chance dudes like me don't, or else they wouldn't hold women to such a high standard and regard. For dudes like me, its either we wait tell we are in our late 30s and they have hit the wall and decided we can sleep with them once a month maybe, or play our chances not getting slapped with a record trying to get laid. Prostitution doesn't bring the feeling of connection and emotional attachment either, which although might be one sided, still makes you feel like you aren't worthless.

I would love to get rid of these feelings completely, I would love to be asexual and never have another girl have the displeasure of be even talking or looking at them. I would love to take the time I spend watching porn just to not think with my dick, and use that time for something else. How do you reject women and not fold when they start finding interest in you?