I am currently going thru a divorce in a no asset no children marriage. (Military) And I’ve been MGTOW mindset for 4 years now give or take.

I’m still struggling but I’m firm in my belief in that marriage is a lost cause as is long term relationships.

The thing that hurts me the most is the warmth and feeling of love. And it being ONLY in the moment. I’ve been having fun and enjoying the openness and vapidness of the modern girls.

But you lay there holding her feeling her warmth her returned embrace its intoxicating... but.

It’s only temporary even when I was first getting married I thought I’ll always be warm going to sleep holding her and that fell apart as well. I felt more cold then, than I do now with the occasional warmth.

It’s devastating in the moment and it makes me realize most of us have this feeling inside whether we like to admit it or not.

I can’t hate women. I hate that their natural tendencies will make it so any form of love or affection I steer towards them turns them away and it’s awful.

TL;DR I love holding women fucking them and loving them but they won’t care the moment the tingles set in for another male. Why it hurts but necessary to be MGTOW