I am from a chivalrous background, who has always loved to be with women, but when i came to know the truth about myself & why i cannot get laid, i left the thirst. If men would never had a thing called testosterone & a natural feeling to get intimate with a woman , men would had been like Lord Buddha, so i think that men in general need to be like that, we see our own femininity within women who are just a Trojan Horse . Coming back to me, when i was in my 20s my mother told me that my mother was the second wife of my father, I COULD NEVER IMAGINE that my mom was not my father's first wife, why ? Because they were like MAGNET to each other, still my father & mother are inseparable, then i learnt that since 4 generations ahead of my father, my forefathers had 2 wives (first always died, so they had to marry the second), my father akways laid emphasis on character as a tool for protecting yourself, which i even follow now & STILL i am a 29 year old VIRGIN (however i am planning to visiting chickens ranch in the near future) . I always thought i had this problem of being a reverse magnet towards women, which i am still. However i was never so proud of my obesity & un-attractiveness, which i am today, but i alqays had this thirst of having sex , but nowadays porn is so easily available & there are fleshlights, i do not think ibwould need a wife , especially when my ghost nature does not allow me to talk to a female or male on the workplace. I JUST MIND MY OWN BUSINESS, i have a dog, whom i love as my baby brother. I don't smoke, drink or take drugs, totally a husband material, but when i saw a 20 year old girl flirting with my boss at the workplace & engaging in a seductive & flirtatious talk with othwr 40 year old co-workers of mine, i thought that even little girls want themselves to be treated like SHIT & they want people to sexually objectify them, especially MEN . Then why do they have double standards, i now know that they follow the Briffault's law, ofcourse there might be couples like my parents who love each other till death, but they are one in a million.

Another incident that shook me was when a female law student THREATENED to file a false rape case against me because i DISAGREED WITH HER ON SOME ISSUE. I stood my ground & proceeded to file a defamation lawsuite AGAINST her in court, she chickened out.

One incident also happened when my one of my friends in college introduced me to a girl whom i liked & proposed only to get rejected by her, she told me she was already ENGAGED. When i came to know about her YEARS LATER was that she had a fuckboi , who used to fuck her in a room of a house near our college. That shattered my whole narrative about LOVE.

Last incident happened with a friend of mine, an MBA, a 28 year old 6 ft tall hunk, an executive in an insurance company, he married a 28 year old woman , she was liteally even more beautiful than hollywood divas, next i know is that she RAN AWAY WITH A 19 YEAR OLD NOY JUST 120 DAYS AFTER HER WEDDING , i could not imagine that a woman who comes from a welloff family with both parents would do something like this, the irony is that the boy whom she ran away with was her DISTANT RELATIVE, COUSIN BROTHER , these women are so degraded that they now even do not spare their own sons & brothers. Obviously she filed a divorce case against my friend who was completely destroyed by false allegations of harrassment & domstic violence against him in courtroom. Has anyone seen a 6 ft tall hunk, crying like a baby ??? I have & that was the day i decided to go MGTOW MYSELF. I am still trying to understand as to why these movies & other subversive things like tv shows say things about LOVE 😍😍😍 all the time,when in real world there might be a one in a million case. So guys this was my life story,i know i am fat, i have joined a gym for which i posted as a Self-Improvement redditt chat on this forum, where many of my brothers gave me very interesting tips. I will live my life for myself. Not for anyone else. Thanks to this forum & ANGRY MGTOW, i don't know why people try to keep distance from him ? WHATEVER he says i can co-relate with that ?