Looking back i feel really stupid for not realizing this, but like the title says. A Simp no more. Some background, me and a close female friend of mine ( both of us 23 ) always had an on and off attraction with each other. Since we first met actually. We didn't do anything about it until last year.

I got out a 3 year relationship not too long before all this. A very toxic one. It almost made me go MGTOW but the next few months was what finally did me in. So when we admitted our attraction to each other i suggested a FWB type of deal. No strings attached and no turmoil of a relationship. I sure as hell was not ready for one anways due to the recent break up.

She said she didnt want to because " we can do better than a FWB thing " and that she only does FWB with people she doesnt really care about. So in other words she uses dudes for sexual needs and then disposes of them and gets a new one. Basically what it translated to was: No because then i cant get anything from you such as money or dates or rides to places where you pay otherwise you're a horrible date.

I stupidly went along with it and let me tell you, it was a total waste. Of time and money. I thought the intention was to show her how i would be a good bf if she gave me the chance. How blue pilled of me lol. Makes me cringe when i remember all this. I would take her to many places. Restaurants. The beaches. Amusment parks. All on my money. My car. My gas. Whenever i would ask for gas money or if she can split the cost with me she would always have excuses and complain that " other friends dont ask me for gas money ". Sad part about all this, she had no intention of wanting to be with me. She just wanted free rides, dates and sex.

Oh and to top it off, she would fuck other dudes who treated her like absolute shit and even considered going back to an abusive ex even though she said she wasnt ready for a relationship or anything. The fact that she would rather be with an abusive ex then someone who does all this for her was demoralizing. So i stopped. I took the red pill and never looked back. Let some other idiot pay for her drug habits. Give her free rides. Pay everything for her. Only reason she even survives is because other people do everything for her. For god sakes, she cant even do something as simple as getting a drivers license! I even gave her free driving lessons and still hasnt done anything.

Sorry about all the rambling. I just had to vent. But im grateful because now thr MGTOW life awaits me. Never looking back.