What that does mean, however, is that I should get a vasectomy so that if I come across any women that want to have sex with me, I can do it without ever worrying about fucking up my journey to enlightenment (I know it sounds like a stupid woo-woo concept, but it's a brain state that's been confirmed by Science!!). Of course, similar to those studying for years to become doctors or PhDs, spending years meditating takes a lot of focus and sex is a distraction. I'll worry about that later, but that doesn't mean I'll refuse sex if it's handed to me on a silver platter.

In the future I see myself traveling the world, because only people with kids have to sit around and get fat in the same town for 20 years. And I do have an income of ~$40/day because I bought an antminer L3+ :D. That's honestly enough if you live frugally out of your car, and I can actually afford a tesla model 3. So when they come out I can make it drive me to anywhere I want for dirt-cheap. Plus it has a million mile warranty. I feel really good about the future, actually. On to meditation:

I've experienced deep ecstatic states during sessions and they make sex look like a fucking joke. They're not even in the same league. The only reason people don't go full monk mode is because they don't know what this feels like. I promise you.

For those of you who are on the fence about monk mode: if you try a psychedelic, you will get a feeling that you have to meditate for a very long time to achieve otherwise. Warning: Risk of recurring, acute psychological emergencies. You may find yourself in a mental hospital or become a spiritual nutcase. The average user doesn't experience this, but I did and it took me a year and a half to recover, only for my doctor to put me on a bad combination of medications and permanently give me akathisia. Life is hell with it and only when I got a new doctor did he know about this condition. It's incurable, but the good news is that potentially treatable and the symptoms might fade in like 7 years. Why am I telling you this? Because I think I represent one of the worst cases of what can happen when you smoke pot (yep, that's all it was. Everyone says it was laced but the doctors said it didn't have to be). Why does that matter? Because pot and every other psychedelic give you the same state of consciousness that self-actualized enlightened meditation grandmasters live in all the time. It may sound strange for me to suggest trying LSD, for example, when this bad stuff can happen, but people usually have a good experience at some point of another during the trip. If you refuse to meditate without knowing for yourself what the reward is, then take the risk. But just know that if you're in the tiny minority like I am, and you end up in a psychiatrist's office, make sure they know full well about akathisia. My doctor referred to getting it as going from cucumber to pickle; you can never go back. Fuck me, right? Anyway many have tried and failed to maintain enlightenment through taking LSD/Ayahuasca like 40 times. They've said it doesn't work, so don't bother. You must meditate in order to yield results, and that takes a long time. I would be impressed if someone with a wife and kids was able to achieve enlightenment, but I've never heard of that happening. Buddha was a prince and naturally had a lot of free time on his hands. Lao Tzu was another guy who reached it. He may have had a family, but he was old and buddha was young.

To conclude: I'm mgtow for life; I know the path; I've been burned and know the dangers of the path; the only thing stopping me is a lack of patience; and I see a bright future for myself and others who think similarly.

Oh and you can still have sex while going full monk mode. Semi-related opinion: freeze sperm and get a vasectomy.