So I’m in high school, and it just feels as though every one and every thing could care less for my being. Ya know, the typical story, girl misses out on assignment, says she has her period and people flock to it as if it’s thousands of dollars on the street. With a guy though it’s an entirely different ball game. He could get shot or contract Ebola and people couldn’t give two fucks about it. Idk, is it me, or is this shit ass backwards. And I can barely vent about anything. As a guy you’re expected to maintain poise and shoulder anything. With women a guy is supposed to make the advance. But if he advances to hard it’s harassment. I just don’t get it anymore. I feel tired that’s all. And my girlfriend takes a lot of my focus. More than she should. Idk I could just use some clarity. Especially when everyone around me looks at me and expects me to know why god made the universe. Fucking hell.