I was horrible blue pilled

To give you an example of the depths of how much of a bitch I was, I actually dated my HS unicorn , told her how depressed I was. She then proceeded to dump me and i cried trying to get her back on the phone ,this was a couple months ago I'm 19.(I still cringe when I think of that) but I'm very glad it happened

Throughout the year my depression only got worse and worse and more shit happened to me Though I'll spare you even more back story of all the fuck shit that happened to me and just tell you what I've come to understand

I was birthed as a human in a first world country (US)into a world with an able mind AND body. I can quite literally do ANYTHING ,but chose to be sad. My obsession with sex,women, and validation has been my mental block. I convinced myself I needed all these things .I dont need to be anything but me regardless of how other people feel about it. I now understand just how foolish I was being, trp and mgtow have granted me a new sense of freedom. My existence is mine and mine alone and it feels exhilarating

Reading your post over the years have actually saved my life and I'm now trying to return the favor with my text diehraa and hope this reaches someone in a similar situation