Im a swedish 16 year old 6'3+ male, and about 4 months ago i wanted to lose my virginity, so i hooked up w this girl and we did it. I kinda wanted to keep seeing her and perhaps form some sort of relationship w her, but she just said she didnt wanna be attached or something. I later on found out she fucked a bunch of other dudes, even doe she said that i was a nice guy that meant something to her. The other time (and last time) we met we just kissed since i didnt wanna pipe the same spot a bunch of other dudes were already piping. After we did some stuff i kinda got some sort of scar on the outside of my mouth which was prob fcking herpes. She wanted to meet again, and when i asked if it was because she liked me she said it was only for sex and that she rlly didnt care. It kinda hurt me, so i ditched her. I literally cant find someone who doesnt only want my body, yet i always hear how women are the objectified ones.. where are the real women??