I could not believe MGTOW exists when I first discovered it. I had always prescribed to the ideology as I value freedom above all else and saw marriage, kids, and money as a means to restrict my freedom. I saw how all married couples in my life were miserable, even my own parents. However I viewed everything with indifference and didn't care for much of the drama but even then I was BLIND.

All the members of this community have opened my eyes to the true nature of females and the state. And now instead of indifference I am filled with contempt and hate for all their means of manipulation.

At first I was skeptical surely they have hobbies I thought, surely they have personalities, surely they tell the truth. However as I started to pay attention to their conversations it was just as MGTOW said. Simple shallowness no aspirations and only the desire to get through everyday by abusing another's emotional and financial health.

This is why I resolved to never lie even if my life or someone else's life depended on it even if it seems so trivial that the lie could be deemed inconsequential. Because as I started to listen to other's conversations and to actively attempted to find when others were lying I found lies and in those lies were more lies. In a world where nobody trusts anybody anyway. I am officially done with the BS.

I resolve to never lie,whether it be a white lie or a lie of omission ever for any reason even when now I currently feel nothing when I lie I will still tell the truth.

I share this to all of you to show my appreciation for this phenomenon and for all your ideas that have given me hope. But ironically it was this same hope that sowed the seeds of hate in my heart and made me feel such disgust and contempt.

I often joked about feminism taking over to my friends and laughed at the improbability of such an irrational ideology taking over a (what I thought at the time to be) rational world. But it is coming and it is already here.

So I must reiterate again Thank you, all who help and make this community grow because I know I would rather face my reality of knowledge and hate rather than ignorance and indifference and I sure many blue pills would feel the same.

Edit: I know it is convoluted at times but I just am too disgusted to think straight.