Hey guys, first time posting here. I have been lurking quite some time and am now officially a MGTOW!

I have been a beta-orbiter for all my life pretty much. Being a gentleman yadda yadda. I have been cheated on, cucked, lied to, taken advantage of, one girl even faked a relationship with me just because of a bet. But I never lost "hope" to find the one. Dumb, in hindsight. But now I am finally done. The last few months/year I have been experimenting. I stopped being nice, and focussed on myself. Suddenly I've been banging girls left and right. I thought maybe I'll just find one that way. Wrong.

Now, there has been one girl who just trapped(?) me. I fell for her so hard. Then I broke up with her, when I caught her, texting her ex while we were out with friends. Some time went by and I saw her again at a party. She started crying about missing me and whatnot and I thought she finally realized what went wrong and was ready to start fresh. We tried to casually hang out again for two weeks. She told me she had banged some guy while we were seperates. No big deal I thought since I did the same. I told her, for this to work, we would both have to cut those fuckbuddies out of our lives and she agreed. Lo and behold, the next weekend she went partying with him and I found out. I broke everything off right there and then.

Now we are at the same point, a few months down the road. I almost fell for her again, but the difference this time is, I saw this subreddit. And suddenly I saw so many AWALT qualities in her. I payed for everything, made the plans, while she was withholding sex to see if I was serious about her.

Last night I was just done. I told her over the phone that we both just changed too much and I cant do this anymore. Also she is still in contact with that chad she had been banging. But had to test me (ironic as fk). But now I already feel better today than I did most of last year.

You have a new brother from germany y'all. Lets spread this mindset and better our lifes and those of other men getting opressed!

EDIT: Should've mentioned that I'm still in my early 20s, so nothing too bad has happened yet thankfully.