What to do if you don't have such friends,where you can't be yourself,you can't speak about issues or stuff without being laughed upon,like being sad or have mental issues.

Or they are fucking blue pilled assholes who think with they dick or they see you like loser if you don't fuck woman or you are gay.

And, sadly i don't trust people. I smell manipulation from a mile from people who think they can play mind games with me.