I've been a lurker on here for a while, and I see a common theme of a lot of people here getting girls no problem, having sex with several of them, weekly, and then consciously deciding to leave them to go your own way. That is impossible for me.

You see, I recently found out I am a 2/10, with me being so underweight I am probably closer to a 1. Total human waste in the eyes of women. Literally insulting to talk to them besides for professional reasons. I've kissed one girl, who had tried getting every dude who had a pulse, no idea why, she only showed interest because I was the only dude who didn't blow that thot off. As you can expect, she wasn't pleasant and almost got me fired for her public freakout at my job. All this because of one kiss. I'm glad her bi-polar ass was put away for some other thing.

The problem I have with going MGTOW is that I would have to go that way anyway. It hurts my confidence to think, yeah, I have literally no fucking choice in this, no matter how much I try or how much I attempt to improve myself, I will never get a girl anyway, they will go after hotter, charismatic dudes who will take their virginities and not even bother to call them back, all in under a day. Meanwhile it takes me over a year and watching the girl get rejected several times to make her even consider me.

Its like someone yelling about how much they hate a party and how they are going to leave it and everyone is just like, "lol ok bye". How many of you are undesirable mgtows? How do you feel content with yourself without it feeling like massive coping?